kusumawangi

i'm now down with fever, with a stomach that's feeling really weird. been lying on the bed the whole day and i feel very weak. more on that later.

(watch no football, skip next paragraph.)

okay so arsenal is effectively out of the title race. and manchester united is going to win the title. arsenal's early season defensive strength is now no more than just a myth. well i think i'll look forward to next season then. haha that's all.

last sunday there was a malay production in school called kusumawangi. we went down to catch the play - and it was quite good actually. i thought the whole thing was superb. maybe the tickets were abit pricey, but well it's a one-off thing anyway. but well done to all those involved in the play. for such a long play and within the time constraint they had balancing studies and all, i thought they did a fantastic job. haha. after the play we all camwhored till we were the last ones to still be there actually. i haven't uploaded since i aws busy, and now that i'm sick i can't be bothered too.

monday came and i hear stories. both happy and sad. i'm really happy for some of my friends whose lives have taken a turn for the better. i feel mine has too. so we are all very happy together. hearing such stories and accounts and seeing smiles on the faces of my friends makes me feel happy for them too. although i do hear sad stories. well i feel for you all, my friends. i do hope things would turn out for the better for all of you. God-willing, it will. so don't worry.

then suddenly yesterday i was down with fever all of a sudden. we went to burger king to have dinner, then while i was in there i felt very cold for some reason. then when i went back to the library i realised that i was going to fall sick. the library was terribly cold, even though i had my jumper on. thn i kept yawning away, and my eyes were so watery. i had trouble concentrating on my readings, and by the time nighttime came i knew i had fever.

i was lucky syikin's dad gave me a ride home, because when i got home i totally caved in to the fever. haha. i was really wondering how could i have 'survive' the train ride home when i was down with fever. the thing about me is, i hardly get fever. there have been instances whereby like i could go on for 2-3 years without falling sick, so when i do fall sick, i really really fall sick. so now i feel that the fever has sapped my strength away. yesterday my body was really burning, maybe i could have fried an egg on my forehead. today the fever subsided, but i felt really weak and lethargic. i laid on the bed the whole day yet i can't really fall asleep. and my stomach feel really weird. it's feels like the stomach isn't digesting any of the food i've consumed, since it feels very watery. haha. luckily i have no school just now and tomorrow. hopefully by friday i shall be back to 100%. it's such a waste that i didn't study today because i just couldn't, and tomorrow seems like another wasted day recuperating.

oh well. i pray i get well soon.

dear you,
thank you very much for everything. i appreciate it all. :)

she brings me brighter days.