birthday

fucked up. i blogged for a whole hour than when i clicked e button to post the posting it disappeared and there goes all my work. what the fuck right. ya so here is my long-awaited posting. fucked up.

my birthday passed like any other day. as for those who are as ignorant as ever, it was on 7th september. i do;t expect everyone to really make note of it, so i don't really bother much about it myself. but thanks anyway to those who wished me well and actually remembered. even to elsie, who wished me 8 days after my birthday passed. well it doesn't really matter, because to me it's the thought that counts ultimately. at least they remembered.

so last weekend the girls from my class had some sort of a combined mini-celebration for me, fabian and jerome, since he three of us were all born in september. had dinner at some turkish restaurant at far east plaza, where most of them didn't really like the food they served. then we walked all the way to plaza singapura and had ice cream and some cakes. overall it was ok, though i would say it was a muted affair due to the lack of people attending. well at least there was some celebration. i remember last year clearly, what i was doing. i was mugging history in school with irma, despite it being my birthday. heck, every year my birthday comes and goes but that aint the same for a lvls right?

the same goes for hari raya. i'll spending hari raya in taiwan because of the training schedule. this will be more sucky. i mean, it just sucks to go into forests and become a fighting patrol in a foreign land during hari raya. i can't imagine the feeling. i mean, i remember again from last year that i was studying maths with hasan at cck communtiy club on the 2nd day of hari raya. but surely this is incomparable to what i'll go through soon. but the same thing applies, every year my birthday comes and goes, so does hari raya. every single year of my lifeboth my birthday and hari raya will appear somewhere in the calendar and i will get to celebrate in in the years to come. ah, it's sad being a soldier, spending precious time in a foreign land. but heck, i guess that's just part and parcel of NS, something that i've come to terms with i guess.

so there, nothing much has happened as of late. i actually can't wait for 2005 to end, because this year kinda sucked for me, and this year has passed so fast without anything remarkable or outstanding for me to take note of. oh well, gotta go now, till then, hav a gd day!

p.s: stop irritating me with your words and your self-glorifying character. when will you ever realise that it is simply your presence, if not your character, that simply makes people despise you or even avoid you? i can't believe such a person could ever even exist.